I actually wasn't struggling with the idea of smoking when I posted that. Just had suffered a couple of blows to the ego and appreciated the positive perspective. I thought about how I might have sat and smoked all night as a response in the past, and how that would have only increased my blood pressure and tension level without changing the underlying emotion. And how emotions, even negative ones, are part of this "cosmic coincidence"/ "miracle" called life. And how I'm happy that my personal miracle will hopefully last a little longer as a result of my quitting.
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$24,781.80
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Days: 670
Hours: 9
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